deadwaters196

Q: how can one person make you feel like the most beautiful woman in the world one moment and then the most unimportant person the next moment? A: they cant. i do this do this all by myself. its my fault....

sometimes i dont know how i got here.  how can i be so happy and so depressed at the same time? he is driving me crazy. i dont know what to do. everyone that knows him tells me he is a one woman man, but there is so much stacking up against that. i want to believe him, i really do. he says he loves me and would never do anything to hurt me, but he is. hurting in a way i thought i had made impossible. after all these years, i didnt make it impossible enough, it seems.  lying abt things that are so unimportant, there shouldn't be any lying; being at places when he says he is going to be somewhere else; then there are the pictures of him with an

As death comes on twisted wings, You feel the agony he still brings. With gnarled hands and knowing smile, He whispers, "Come with me it's worth your wile. Hesitation from all three sides, To escape is fighting the tides. Hand in hand, you start to fall, But turn away, ignore death's call. "No escaping, my dear, there's no going back, wipe your tears, take up the slack." A sigh of dread, a flick of the wrist, Holding tight with an iron fist. A blood red rose turned black as night, Draw down curtains, close eyes tight. The sands of time quickly slip away, Unnoticed as night swallows day. To make the choice and take the leap, D